____tear my heart open; i sew myself shut

Thursday, March 17, 2005

okay stupid blogger decided to crash on me! and now im blogging once more. bloody darn it! ugh so lets talk again.

had a stupid training today. a bloody 4hr training. and guess what?! i ran only 40mins out of the whole training. like HELLO?! wasted my time just hanging around sitting and talking. he was doing alot of talking as well as YELLING! wth. got darn pissed off! had a horrible training session. first practiced the 4x100m relay. i missed passing to mariam and we dropped the baton. next we were practicing the 4x200m passing. i was to pass to janah. she started too slow and she went a little into my side of the lane at the curve. i got a big shock and i jumped back! i mean i couldn't help it! and he yelled at me. told me to get out and get a substitute. got fu**ing pissed. tried not to cry. like what the hell. he cant seem to understand our feelings?! just shout at us. his words are so crude and harsh! ugh. so out the 4x200m team i went. went to the gym later even though it was SO LATE and they briefed us on SPH and he got pissed again and shouted again! why? cause we couldnt be uniformed. got pissed again. at the end he told me i'm still in the team. like phew but its like .... as well. ah well. got too pissed to bathe in school. and didnt wanna see school anymore so i went back unbathed :
enough bout school. gonna go for synergy later! (: yeah! planetshakers! weee. hope to meet ppl there! yupps. nothing much to say! toodles! (:

{ tear my heart open }
2:25 pm